Friday, July 31, 2026

my birthday is tomorrow!!



Ahhh I cannot believe it's finally here. Tomorrow is my 18th birthday!! It's so crazy to me, I still feel like im 14 haha. A while ago I heard that the quarantine during covid changed our brain chemistry and i feel like that's so true. I mean I still feel like the little girl who just started middle school online. But anyways, I'm super excited. 

I hope that 18 brings much much peace and happiness. I'll be starting college in a few weeks and i'm kind of intimidated by the fact that i'll be coming into college being 18 having done absolutely nothing. eeeee. I've never had a boyfriend or a first kiss, and I don't even like talking about that other stuff. I know there's no need to compare myself to others but I just wished that I wouldn't be going to such a party school with no experience. But who knows! Maybe it's not just me and i need to get out of my head haha. 

Tonight I'll be watching one of my favorite birthday movies, 16 candles! I love that movie!! I crocheted a set that looks just like the knit set Sabrina Carpenter had in her "Manchild" music video. It took sooo long but was definitely worth it. I'll share a pic of it later! I'll be having dinner at home and invited some of my friends as well. It's going to be like a reunion because the 3 of us haven't hung out together since my birthday last year so I'm super excited. 

In the spirit of Jake Shane and in honor of my birthday, I pusscribe Ariana Grande's debut album Yours truly.

Until next time, xx



Thursday, July 30, 2026

check it out. vibe it. really, really dig on it, and then remember that feeling.


Hi babies! I was watching radio rebel today as one does of course, and it got me reminiscing about my favorite songs from that era. Now i'm not one of those people that hate on pop music today because i love the new pop girlies like addison rae and adela, but there was something special to me in that era. Maybe it's the memories i associate with that era, maybe it's the inner child in me feeling giddy, or maybe it's just pure nostalgia bait. But regardless of the reason, i just love music from the 2010s era. So I thought, why not share my top 4 songs from the 2010s. :)

1. Here's to never growing up - Avril Lavigne

Omginess i love this song!! Every time I listen to it I remember walking to school with my brother and sister. It just got that vibe you know. I'm also just obsessed with Avril Lavigne. When i was in my "alt" era in 2020 she was my #1 inspo lol. This song is just a pure bop. What else do you need?!

2. Royals - Lorde

I can distinctly remember watching the music video to this song on the tv as a kid. I was also so scared of the video for some reason and I don't even know why. Anyways, clearly I've been a Lorde stan since a kid okay. Lorde is in my blood haha. Ooo I also remember dancing to this song on just dance. Royals is the first song that comes to mind when I think of 2014.

3. Miss Movin On - Fifth Harmony

This song right here??!!!! This is my songgggg. As a kid I loved all the groups and bands. Little mix, the vamps, 5 seconds of summer, one direction. But Fifth Harmony was always my favorite. This song I also remember watching the music video. Forever my top karaoke song. This song reminds me the most of my childhood. Just pure happiness, not a care in the world.

4. Tumblr Girls - G-Eazy

Okay im going to be so real right now. G-Eazy used to be sooo fine to me when i was younger. He might be the reason why i like white boys now. But anyways back to the song lol. This song just embodies to feeling a tumblr to me. I swear every time I open it I hear this song. It's also my theme song so when I walk into a room this song does play. True story haha ;). It's also the song in my banner on instagram so it is official! But I just love this song so much. I love the vibe, the instruments, the production. Ugh it's just great.

Bonus song! 5. Mrs. Right - Mindless Behavior

I know i said top 4 songs but i couldn't leave this song out. This song was the anthem of my childhood. As the 2nd youngest kid in my family with 2 older brothers and an older sister, they usually held control of the tv. My brothers would play this song all the time. I remember watching them perform the song every time it would play. Not sure if it's like stockholm syndrome or something but i've loved this song then and now. I just love the memories associated with this song.

So yeah those are my top songs from the 2010s era. There's so many songs from the 2010s that I love. The rest are in my spotify playlist on my bar sidebar! You should check them out!! Now after writing about it, I think both the songs itself and the memories associated with them are why I love this era of music so much. What are your favorite songs from the era?

Until next time xx




Wednesday, July 29, 2026

First Post ☮


  

Hi babies! 

First post kinda nervous. jkjk. I've been seeing so many blogs up and down my tik tok feed, i thought why not make one myself! Here's an introduction of me!

I'm starting college in about a month and super excited about that. I'll be studying apparel design! I hope to become an in-house lawyer in the fashion industry but my dream is to have my own fashion and beauty brand. I love music, film, pop culture, and of course fashion. I love the 2010s aesthetic growing up due to my older siblings. I am an avid letterboxd user and tumblr girlblogger.

I cant not wait to ramble about all of my favorite things and I hope you enjoy it.

Until next time, xx




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